THE BAD DAY :(

Heii fi...
you know.. today and yesterday is a very bad day in my life.
I'm cry of course really cry. and today in my course I wanna cry. But I cannt do it. Because many people in there and there's brother miji too.So I go to upstair and I cry. It's really make me comfort fi. You know fi.. I'm happy when brother miji and ser azim ask about my problem because I think I have some people who care with me and I think I'm not alone. But when they ask about my problem, I cannt tell it. Srry.

You know Fi, yesterday I cry. Really cry until my head is sick. 1 hours I cry. make my fell better happy My problem now is very hard. It's not about boyfriend or something is not important. It's very important problem. You know Fi, in my house I'm not feel comfort.
If I look at around my house. I know and I feel I'm not the first and the last girl again. I dont know why I can feel like that. But wen **** say like that. I start feel jealous and angry and sad.
Why must I am?

Why fi?
I'm smart girl, I'm good girl, I'm not bad, I'm diligent and I have all.
Why **** must throw me?
why?

I know they still smile and together.
But I cannt fi.
I cannt do it again.
:'(