Find Him... :)

:D
Hi Fi...
Today, I'm looking for him. I looking for every place in Global. :D
But I dont look him. Hmmm... Where is he ? HEI I FIND HIM. :D
In there. With a shirt. He dont look me. NO PROBLEM! :D I'm so lucky today. Because I can look him. Ahahaha... Can you feel Fi ?
I never feel like that when "He" Go(3 years ago). But know, I feel it again. Like a child looking for her doll.
:D.
I LIKE HIM.

I'm waiting something :D and I broken heart :(

ahahaha...
Hi Fi..
eh Fi, hari ini aku dapet handphone baru loh. ehehehe pamer dkit g pp dong.
Hmm.. tapi bkan itu yang mau aku ceritaiin sama kamu hari ini. Ini g ada hubungannya sama handphone, ini ada hubungannya sama,,, :D

Okay...
let's start.
I'm waiting for something Fi. hehehe. penasarankan. But I cannt tell you about something I'm wait. It's secret. Ahahaha... Okay. Aku kasih bocoran. It's about him. Kayaknya bertepuk sebelah tangan lagi deh Fi.
Ahahaha...
So pity I'm.
I think he has girlfriend.
weii.
Broken heart.
Hmmm...
But no problem. I can be his friend. It's so make me happy. No problem If he has other girl. I'm not sad because I ever feel like that 3 years ago.
:D

Huuhhh..
Tapi broken heart jga loh Fi.
3 tahun menunggu dan akhirnya melepeskan. kemudian menemukan kembali orang yang bisa kita sukai tapi kejadian masa lalu terulang lagi. Because I'm a litle girl. Because I'm not mature. akhirnya, sebelum mengungkapkan saya merasa sudah ditolak.
:D

Today I give you sad story Fi...
But I promise, in the next time I'll give you a very nice story.
OKAY Fi?
:)

MISS THEM :(

Fi..

I wanna come back to Sekayu.
In here I never feel comfort.
There's no my lovely friends who always give me support if I have some problem.

There's no D_Rainbow who give me light in my dark life.

*Wilda
I miss u baby. In past, you always give me support if I have problem. You always be good audions if I wanna share. You always understand me.

*Leni
You always have advice to me. About love, about school and etc. I miss u honey. In here, there's no frind like you. In here, all of people use a mask to hide their weakness. I hate it.

*Anggi
Hey ndutt. How are you? Minwhile now you so far to me and you start forget me. I always hope you'll come back. :D Miss u.

*Bintang
Heii star. Miss u so much. You always be entertainer. you always make me laugh and happy.
:D

*Ratih.
Ahahaha.. Rungsing miss u. If I with u. I feel so fun. Noisy and hmm.. :D

*Dwi
Dwi...Dwi... always going steady. ahahaha. I miss u too. How are you? Do you have boyfriend now? If you dont have. I wanna give you one. :D

It's my BIRTHDAY

Fi...
Today is my birthday. happy birthday rie. :D
At the first I wanna make a wish ya Fi.
my ALLAH, the first please give me a happy life with my family without problem which so complex.
The second, please give me a health so I can always together with all of people who I love them so much.
The third, please give me a way to be good than now, to be a mature girl, to be a smart girl, to be a nice girl, and to be good muslim.
The last, give me way to forget him. (But, I dont wanna forget him).

At the second thanks to my ayah and ibu who always give me support in my life so I can be like that. I love u so much.

the third, thanks to my brother who give me a nice present. I like it so much. Thak you brother.
:D. It's so have big mean for me.

The last, thanks to ll of people who give me congratulate.
Thanks so much.
Without you, I cannt be like that.
:D

Oh I'm forgett,
Makasih buat ayah yg udah jadi the first give me congratulate,
the second, brother miji
and the third my lovely sweety friend Wilda Mutia Astari.
Thanks so much
LOVE U

TODAY, I'M 15 YEARS OLD.
:D

TOMORROW IT'S MY BIRTHDAY

Fi.. tomorrow it's my birthday.
Who will be the first?
I hope him.
VATER.

Tomorrow I'm 15 years old.
there's no present for ma Vater.
There's no kiss in my chick for him.
and there's no ma Mater.
There's no kiss.
there's no cake.

NO PROBLEM
I'm a mature, right?

and then.
It's a nice day.
With Miss Pegi(actually brother pegi :D)
my lovely brother (brother miji grazy :D)
sister Fitri
Brother Henri.
All of this make me happy minwhile just a litle bit.
No problem.
sedikit meringankan masalah saya yang rumit.

Ahahaha,,,
Miss Pegi.
Funny.
I like him.
He's good brother.

Brother Miji.
ahahaha.
crazy but together with him make me laugh.
good brother too.
:D

But, I dont talk with "HIM".
I just shake hand wit HIM.
I really wanna talk with him.
But I think he's so busy.
he just call me and no talk to much with me.
Like a wind.
ciieeelah my language,
but, no problem.
Other time. may be,

and.....
the story of end.
continue in other time,
bye.bye ma lovely Fi.
:D

THE BAD DAY :(

Heii fi...
you know.. today and yesterday is a very bad day in my life.
I'm cry of course really cry. and today in my course I wanna cry. But I cannt do it. Because many people in there and there's brother miji too.So I go to upstair and I cry. It's really make me comfort fi. You know fi.. I'm happy when brother miji and ser azim ask about my problem because I think I have some people who care with me and I think I'm not alone. But when they ask about my problem, I cannt tell it. Srry.

You know Fi, yesterday I cry. Really cry until my head is sick. 1 hours I cry. make my fell better happy My problem now is very hard. It's not about boyfriend or something is not important. It's very important problem. You know Fi, in my house I'm not feel comfort.
If I look at around my house. I know and I feel I'm not the first and the last girl again. I dont know why I can feel like that. But wen **** say like that. I start feel jealous and angry and sad.
Why must I am?

Why fi?
I'm smart girl, I'm good girl, I'm not bad, I'm diligent and I have all.
Why **** must throw me?
why?

I know they still smile and together.
But I cannt fi.
I cannt do it again.
:'(

I LIKE HIM...